I speak.....
Raghav and I were together for really long time now... means when I joined this company as a fresher and really liked working along with his team but i had this feeling that this is not really i desire from my professional career and so I decided to make a shift ....ya I was thinking to going abroad.
I had couple of offers from good university and I got just confirmation from the one in Europe.It was my dream univ and I wanted to really shape my career.Today itself , I wanted to surprise him for this news but before that he made me more surprised.Well, I love Raghav but I really cant say about marraige now ...I  have my prirorities and my responsibilties towards my family and but now I have to say about....am not ready for marrige at this moment.

Thoughts were in process and I was just keeping myself still smiling but How can i say him.... ??
Is this the right time to speak out my heart or shud I really think abt my career ...or just let it go?

Raghav was still waiting for me ....he was quite egar what is that really making me think.. and  would like to talk about......

" So tell me ....what is it about.....and wht you wannna talk..... arent u happy about all this.??"
I  was really confused now.....cant really find the words.... I replied, " Well, no it is not like that, I am really happy about what u hv mentioned..... since i hv really not thought about this so ....I was quite shocked ...thats it...this will come sooo soon... just surprised..!"

" Oh... U scared me....I thought it was something that u werent positive and i was feeling terrible for the moment..... Silly girl... !!" He just hugged me.... and made me comfortable again my his warm gesture ...I was speechless.... I really didint want to hurt him at that moment.....

Well, but atleast I can tell him about the good news....so I opened my hand bag and took out the prinout of the email from the university...he was wondering..wheather I am hungry and looking for choclates...to share.
" Hey, check this out... I hv some news for you...." He took the paper from my hand ...and he started reading it in the dimlight falling on those scripts. I was waiting for his reaction at this stage....

" Wow.... Congrats Sweetheart!! This is amazing..... I never thought you will surprise me like this... but y did u never mentioned regarding this before....?? I thought you are applying for higher studies but in India only.....this is really soo good... this goes for celebration.!!

After hearing those lines.... I was really happy about it....but now shud still he is again serious about marraige issuee....... means.. what I can say..now???